Thursday, May 01, 2008
| mademoiselle 5/01/2008 10:31:00 PM |
I've always pretend.
Pretense has been the only suppression of my emotions.
I'd always thought I could fit into different social circles.
I couldn't.
I failed badly last night.
Which made me feel unbearable turmoil.
Probably being outcasted would be the last thing I'd ever wanted.
Trying my very best to interact with each and every of them
But just to get really fucked up one word replies.
And being the 'transparent' one sure is tormenting.
While walking
alone to the bus stop,
I was being approached by a couple of foreigners.
Which freaked me out badly.
I always try to step out of my comfort zone.
but people have to always put me down, or watch me fall.
Perhaps, I should just enclose myself up.
like forever.
Yeah, this is no PMS shit.
Maybe I'm just sinking into depression.
Soon.
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?Mademoiselle Rachel