Friday, April 18, 2008
| mademoiselle 4/18/2008 10:53:00 PM |
I dont care if the whole world would to have ostracized me.
But as someone so close to my heart,
actually spoke words like venom,
humiliating me just because of your impulsive anger.
It pierced my heart gazillion times compared to the rest.
I no longer bother how people look at me.
for the fact I'm born with this physical defect,
I have to accept reality and learn to live with it.
I'm building up my comfort zone after so much struggle I've gone through.
Both mentally & physically torment
But you're the least expected, to just destroy all of them
It hurts so badly that I almost couldnt breathe.
it's just that vicious cycle, like what Grandpa have done,
humiliating you when you were young.
and now, you're doing this to me.
What goes around comes around.
I want to break out of this vicious cycle.
Once again, I open my heart and forgive you.
for the fact, you're my mom.
and I'd still love you.
Labels: I know I might not be the flawless daughter you've always wanted. Forgive me.
?Mademoiselle Rachel