Sunday, April 13, 2008
| mademoiselle 4/13/2008 02:09:00 PM |
I didnt even know why I'd contacted him yesterday.
When I was hoping to have someone around.
All I'd ever thought was him.
seeing ambulances and paramedics,
I'd unconsciously sent him a text msg
asking him if what is his jobscope like in NS.
Unexpectedly, he replied. Which cheered my up a little.
But as usual, text msges was ended up with a doubt.
Last message from him was about asking where am I.
After which I'd reply saying I'm at home and ask if he wants to meet up.
The was no avail.
I kept telling myself to go to sleep
and dont get bothered about his habitual quirks.
But my heart tells me to wait for his reply
till 4.45am there was even a single note.
I was depressed again.
He still lingers in my heart.
So much I'd wish I could have a brain wash.
I miss you boy.
verymuch.
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