Saturday, April 12, 2008
| mademoiselle 4/12/2008 11:42:00 PM |
Exasperation.
For a moment, I'd thought I would lose him forever.
The most important man in my life.
I received a called from him in the late afternoon
Sounding so serious and all,
saying that he's waiting for the ambulance
and ask me to inform Mom that he'll call back to let us know
which hospital he'd be admitted to.
My heart sunk so deep, never like before.
My mind is in the whirl of mess, thinking of losing him
made me started crying like a baby.
On the way there, I kept tearing for the
18 years of memories flashed back into my mind.
Waited for 3 good hours before I'd get to see him.
I was still upset seeing the blood stains on his shirt.
I hated him for being not careful while working.
I hated everything for what it is.
I love you Dad
and I don't want to lose you, ever.
Because
I want to lie on your laps and hear you talk to me.
I want you to scratch my back when it's itchy
I want you to bring me around for food and all
most importantly,
I want you to be with me
at least for now.
?Mademoiselle Rachel