Saturday, March 01, 2008
| mademoiselle 3/01/2008 01:40:00 AM |
That alarm on my desktop
triggers my heart. Had a little meet up with
my dear Cheryl like after so long?
It was a random meet up actually, upon receiving a msg from her :)
So like we met at Railway mall, which is the place I'd first met her.
Hahaha.
I swear everywhere's so packed with people as it's a friday night. So we ended up sitting at the staircase and chatted.
And some drama had to happen to me cos of yadayada.
*censored only for cheryl cos you-know-what* Secret hogay!Been pretty long since I last saw her and we've got loads to talk about
But the main topic of the day eccentrically turns out to be the
missing terrorist of Singapore. The JL thingy.
Probably because her condo area is heavily guarded with securities.
Shan go further into details regarding this cos it will never end.
And i seriously doubt Singapore's security then. So instead, we walked all the way to Al Ameen Hillview
for drinks and I had one prata cos I'm pretty hungry.
Then continue and chatted about loadsa stuffs which I cant remember.
And we left at around 1140pm?
Hahaha. Cheryl's always nice enough to wait with me for the bus
And today I've caught the last bus. HEH:)
Wanted to call Peggy along for Drinks but she refused! humph. I think you would be reading this so PEGGY! you owe me a date uh! :)On the bus journey back, everywhere's full of guard.
Like some aliens invaded space or rather, Japanese occupation LOL! Cheryl says they could even camouflage among the bushes!hahahahahaha. And we kept joking about the matter.
Somehow, the fear kinda triggers me.
Cos firstly, I dont wana die young, neither I wana see my love ones getting hurt. SO hopefully, that bastard get caught really soon.
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When I'd switched on my lappie,
The alarm rang, reminding me of his enlistment.
Probably he's kinda avoiding me now after reading the collage.
I seriously don't mean to pressure him with it cos basically,
it's just how I'd express my thoughts by stringing them with words.
But it's just a stupid assumption made by me or something.
Come to think of it, it's just 10 days away.
When he's gonner be gone for good. 3 good months.
I'll have to cope with it. somehow.
For not receiving his message nor being able to message him at all.
nyehh. I sound like as thou he's my boyfriend
and he's obliged to do it all.
Rachel, I think you fucking need to wake up.
o much for wanting things to be the same as before.
It can never be the same.
Never.
For once, I felt depressed.
so much of a loser I am.
?Mademoiselle Rachel