Saturday, February 09, 2008
| mademoiselle 2/09/2008 04:32:00 PM |
SPIDERPIG
Rachel & Faith
CNY 2 was a blast. The ambience was not as superficial as Day 1.
Its was definitely so much better.
Especially seeing my
lovely cousins after so long :)
Won abit by playing cards and everyone kept saying that Imma lucky star?
If I am, there's loads on my wishing list to be fulfilled.
Anyway, headed home to change and then,
Aunt Doreen's place. Mahjong sessions for parents.while we played the cards first.
Sad to say, only one mahjong table available :(
Watched this old movie, 881, I think it's really nice.
Send my momma laughing till she fell from the chair and landed on her butt.
After adult's mahjong session, brother didnt wana go home.
So we slept over at Aunt house.
Played mahjong with the teens & kids till 4am.Gosh. I won. But we didnt play moneh. hahahahah.
Woke up 2pm the next day, to realise
grandpa's here.
Its been so long since i last saw him.
He's ill. Heart failure. And it hurts to see him so breathless. yet, he's one stubborn old bull, refusing to take his pills.Momma was still so angry with him.
Well, not that I'm mean, but if grandpa were to die soon,
I rather he die fast&peacefully, and not suffer so much like my granduncle did.
Anyway, old age and death are inevitable.
Chinese New Year's over just like that. Time to look for a job now :)
Relationships.
I've met my ex boyfriend after so long.
He still manages to make me laugh and giggle silly,
even though I feel really awkward meeting him.
Somehow, it brought back alot of emotional stir.
Tiny weeny feelings floating randomly.
but no, it's impossible between us already.
IMPOSSIBLE RACHEL.
And to my loverboy, Benji,
I would like to wish you Happy Birthday here.
Even though I know you wont be reading.
But still, I feel really tired loving you. not anymore.
I know this is really unbelievable, and it would probably
cause friends that are close to me to doubt about this decision.
I Cant promise I will forget him completely.
I will just try my best.I've told kate before I've completely given up on him.I failed. But this time.
It's for real.
This one way traffic's been really harsh on me.
And I really wonder, if you ever know how much you meant to me.
But like the usual question you always asked, Does it matter?
No Ben, not anymore.
?Mademoiselle Rachel