Sunday, December 23, 2007
| mademoiselle 12/23/2007 07:13:00 PM |
So hard to control those emotions. I knew it's gonner be a bad bad day.
Woke up early in the morn feel so
grouchy and pissedwith my fat brother because he just refused to wake up after much calling from me
and I so feel like bursting his fat tummy when all the
fatty acid go splattering all over his face to give him a
special wake up call; at least for a Sunday.
Bus-ed down to Church thou the reluctance annoyed me most of the time.
The bus journey was as usual - long long long.
I've been taking so many long bus journey rides
and I'm getting
SO SICK of it.
Several flashbacks of him again ; Strangely.
And I got so emofuck all over again.
I HATE THAT.Was there early and met Pamela first while waiting for the highness to arrive
I walked into the church once again, heavy heartedly.
Things was definitely not the same anymore.
Familiar face are no longer to be found.
I just feel so strange to the place; Awkward.
I had so much contemplated thoughts regarding Christianity.
I don't wish to talk to anyone about this as it would be a sensitive issue.
I miss my ol'church mates.
And I think I'm not gonner go back there - anymore.
I was extraordinary quiet today because I just dont feel like talking to anyone.
Not being the usual extrovert.
I thought of visiting Ikea but something dampened my mood.
Moreover I was physically and mentally tired.
Headed home instead.
On the way home, crystal like droplets are once again,
found flowing down the fragile glass.
Okay, what the fuck am i bullshitting?
Basically, I would like to sum up today's post with a word :
Moody.Okay, I'm out to meet my Aisyah Buddy! I so so so MISS HER :)And katie too :( Labels: i just hate my her so bad., sometimes
?Mademoiselle Rachel