Saturday, December 29, 2007
| mademoiselle 12/29/2007 05:09:00 PM |
not a very pleasant day i guess.
Did I ever mention how much I'd hate traditional thoughts & Practices?
Sexual Discrimination is one big fag I wish I could slap off.
When I've been constantly eating Instant noodle for the past few days,
And requesting just only a proper meal today
was being told off as wasting money when she can actually get the
fat brother of mine a new toy which I'd guess cost much more than a meal.
Well. I've see things through.
That's Life. Shit happens.When if comes to education and I'm in charge,
you're always being so lenient and giving in to that spoilt brat
Which result in all his defiance and rebellious attitude
and then? put those blames all on me?
or should I Sing to you Akon's - Put the Blame on me?
Ever Since things started to change, you made me doubt my worth in this Family.
Stop slapping people's on the face and apologise after that.
Because seriously, people aint take that shit.
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On a lighter note, I've decided to let go.
Everything has ended, a new beginning.
Yesterday Night would be the last time I would be shedding tears unneccessarily.
And I've decided when school reopens,
I'm gonner be working double the effort towards my goal.
I'm gonner prove to you, or rather everyone that I'm not to belittle of.
I'm sick and tired of living such lifestyle.
When worrying about financial issues occupy half of your brain space
and here I mean, every single day.
Since Reality is cruel and harsh.
I shall compete with it.
:)
Nevertheless,
I still feel very blessed to have him around.
whenever I need someone to fall back on.
thank you my angel :)
?Mademoiselle Rachel