Friday, November 02, 2007
| mademoiselle 11/02/2007 07:13:00 PM |
No words could describe how I feel now.
1. Felly asked me to meet her in town
2. Supposed to meet Melissa but yet postponed.
3. Caifang is at far east hoping to meet me in town.
But i pushed all of the dates away.
how dumb can i be right?
tell me how dumb?
Is that what friends are for?
(edited).
After reading your blog.
I guess you didn't even understand how I feel.
I was mad because if you couldn't make it in the first place.
don't drag your decision and tell me straight you cannot make it.
don't give me hopes telling me that you should be meeting me at 7.
I still have your text message telling me that you're gonna meet me at 7
I don't like you giving me hopes and just dashing them
like they didn't matter.
they do,
and if you didn't meant something to me,
i wouldn't even blow my top.
and i even rejected fellicia's date
when we didn't meet for like ages?
just because of you?
and if you were to tell me earlier that you couldn't make it
There's still time for me to get ready and meet fellicia in town.
Of course you couldn't blame me for getting angry.
I was just angry because you were just so contemplated.
I shall just take this as a lesson learnt.
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?Mademoiselle Rachel