Thursday, November 22, 2007
| mademoiselle 11/22/2007 12:10:00 AM |
I don't know why I'm doing all these.
Viewing his blog again & again.
Hoping to find something out from there.
not even knowing what's that something.
dismayed, all I saw were people's judgement of him.
How can I judge him? Just based on people's judgement?
Definitely not.
All Men have the same weakness.
That is breaking promises ceaselessly
which to me, are meant to be cherished more than anything else.
He always tells me that he misses me.
Which i always thought its true from the start
even when my girlfriends started telling me stuffs like
"oh, dont take their word to heart, cos sometimes, they don't really mean it or rather, its a cliche word used by all guys"Is that true? Should I even doubt you?
I didn't even understand why am I so fucking down now.
When I'd told myself not to get so committed.
Or maybe I should start now, not to give a flying fuck anymore?
Because I'm fucken fucked up now.
I'm definitely not pissed; Only.
but a rojak of all the negative emotions.
I say, Fuck that!
recording the tunes you once sang to me over the phone, I miss your lullabies I miss your piggybacks I miss your touch But I cant even seemed to feel them anymore you just seemed like a stranger now.
we're drifting apart each second, each minute, each day.
layout by yeux, coram deo
?Mademoiselle Rachel