Tuesday, October 23, 2007
| mademoiselle 10/23/2007 06:19:00 PM |
Too fast, too furious.
Everything has been crashing onto me just *snap*
My mind's in a whirlpool now and I seriously dont know how.
Receiving calls from him yesterday; in the middle of the night,
telling me how apologetic he feels and all
I really doubt his words because he's been making me confused.
Telling me how he really feels and then denying it all to his closest friend.
I really dont know what you're up too.
But if Sam's were to blow up this matter,
Im really afraid you would lose her as a friend.
I dont want things to really turn sour between all of us.
And i have no choice but to clarify things with Sam bcos I no longer trust you.
Yes indeed, I've always mistrusted you.
But ask yourself why you never provide me
with the security to even trust you?
23 Oct 07 10;52FELIX: I dont care who ever told you i was making a fool out of you k. But i can tell you now I wasnt...I was so serious yesterday... To clear things out so we can at least be friends again...
Yes i was a little drunk but that doesnt mean I;m speaking nonsense and if you wanna doubt me
and tell others about such personal stuffs, Then I've got nothing to say.
My response was: I seriously cant be bothered with you anymore. I only had 2hrs of sleep bcos of you. And you were the one that tell Sam that you were just fooling around with me and you will not forget that I insulted you. So now are you saying that Sam's lying to me? 23 Oct 07 13:29FELIX: Believe it or not...Its up to you. Fooling around during that time?
Like I'm not working today? Sleep lesser to get a worse hangover?
C'mon.. To on the com jut to get scolding from you? To insist so much on coming over?
Think Rachel Think...
My response: Then tell me why tell Sam another story? Then what? only you get hangovers? I was so miserable in class this morning. Do you even know? Whatever it is okay.23 Oct 07 13:34FELIX: I never did say anything... Ah whatever man.. If this is how you want it to end then so be it...
I shouldnt even have talk to you yesterday.
Sam's convo.Samantha says:i'm gonna fucking screw him
❤rachel says:eh no.
❤rachel says:no need.
❤rachel says:i'll just ignore him
❤rachel says:u just settle ur problem okay
❤rachel says:and let this matter rest.
❤rachel says:::)
Samantha says:no
Samantha says:cos he tell me sth
Samantha says:then he tell you another thing
Samantha says:tell me to tell you somemore
Samantha says:fuck
Samantha says:fucking pissed
❤rachel says:hey, u know something, friends meant alot to him okay
Samantha says:ya i know
What am I supposed to do? Someone tell me please?
oh, forgot to mention, School SUCKED BIG TIME!
thanks to THE HOLEY MOLEY MAN.
doing all it takes to achieve the grades you want
aint you despicable?
?Mademoiselle Rachel