Wednesday, August 29, 2007
| mademoiselle 8/29/2007 04:30:00 PM |
Game over.
I guessed its all over.
After so many controversies,
we trashed things out yesterday.
and it hurts so bad; the tears poured out like heavy storm.
i wasnt wanting him to go.
but i just dont know why i cant open my stupid mouth,
for him to stay.
true enough, he left.
when i reached home, thunderstorm.
I have so much to tell him; but just dont know why i cant open up.
I dont know what is going on.
and I'm no rushing.
I love your companionship.
and I'm not expecting a relationship
now.but it just seems the childish me has ruin it all.
I do appreciate you finding time for me,
meeting ups an all are really nice.
I do appreciate you telling me how you feel.
because it makes me feel so special.
I do appreciate you wasting your text msg and calls for me,
because I know i do matter to you.
But somehow, I couldnt tell you verbally how i really appreciate them all.
i dont know why.
i dont know how.
all i do know is that,
I'm missing you so badly.
just wish to give u a little hug,
and offer you my sincere apologies for all the harsh words.
perhaps all its impossible now.
period.
laters;
?Mademoiselle Rachel