Sunday, May 13, 2007

mademoiselle 5/13/2007 01:05:00 AM

there's so many thought penetrating on my mind.
and im gonna sort things out
one by one.









ALRIGHT.\
work today's been !@#%^&*
i was literally LEAKING thru that few hours of work.
my eyes gave me problem. due to that FUCKING contact lense.
and im so pissed bcos its only the start of the month and i wasted 25bucks on em?!
cheebong.
I looked like a living zombie struggling thru with customers
and some was nice enough to decide fast and nt waste my time
while some fcukers jus took their own sweet time.
its jus 100 over worth of goods and they took like ages to decide
what if they stepped into high end products boutiques like LV and GUCCI?
ithink they can simply rot there and die thinking of what to buy
Im mean. extremely when im sick.





i popped several pills today due to migraine and flu.
never even thought of over dosage. but who cares.
Azreen was like tempting me to smoke, saying it might cure my flu. LMAO!
i think i just crashed my immune system with old changkees+macdonald+polar egg tarts.

Azreen &Tina began talking abt branded goods.

and true nuff i was full of envy. they emself hold gucci & Lv stuffs.
so i aimed to purchase my first gucci bag for my 18th birthday
which mean 17 more months to go and i have to save 100 per month to be safe.
gosh. moneymoneymoney:P
i simply love the SALES today. if only everyday was like that.
Jer came with his mummy to re confirm his belt. they are so cute lah.
work's really tiring.
i ought to have some rest.




Boyfriend came to fetch me after work.
we didnt know where to go.
and i rushed to carrefour to get a stalk of rose for momma.
its mom's day tmr.
we headed to esplanade there to chill.
I loved the breeze:)
but sad to say couldn stay long cos the security are sealing up the place for some unknown reasons. i thought of going somewhere else.

i don't wana be home yet.
But boyfriend insisted on sending me home.
and thanks boyfriend. ur sweets helped a little:x
at least my flu's gone now.
and u promised to get me chocs whn i recoverrr!! YAY-ness
so we cab-ed home and he headed to zouk after that.
he was not supposed to thou :(i hope his cough do get better or im gonna drag his ass to doctor soon:P

I felt comfy having him around. i really do.
but would he accept me after knowing my condition?
and am i able to fit in with his group of friends?
is like he's having fun everyday but im stuck home, work & school everyday?
I wished he wouldn be going back hongkong. neither to aussie
and neither going clubbing everyday anymore
I just wished we could have apple strudel down railway mall.
I wished he wasnt so troubled.
I dunno if everything's now a dream.
If it was a dream. I rather not wake up anymore.














Am I in love with you?
Are u really in love with me?
im just so afraid to crash into a lovepit again.
i dun want the recent past to reoccur anymore
it hurts so bad.
all i want. is just love.
your love.























Boyfriend's at zouk now
he's not online
im sad:(

Labels: i ❤ boyfriend too:)

Profile

de cette dame

?Mademoiselle Rachel
I'm always sleepy
I'm always hungry
I'm always whining

Not to miss, I drool & Snore while I sleep. Piglet. And I think
I procrastinate so much I think I'll never die :)
Hello world, Rachel says hello

? Bonjour

Make Some Noise

holla!

People

L'amour

?Adele
?Azura
?AhTHIAM
?ATASgang
?Carmen
?Celine
?Charmaine
?Cheryl
?Chanel
?Dee
?Fellicia
?Felicia
?Fion
?Jasmine
?Jolee
?Jolene
?KATE
?Rahil
?Reena
?Rosa
?Ryan
?Sabby
?Samantha
?SamKAY
?Veron
?WENN
?Yeeling

Gratefulness

Credits

This layout was created by Coram Deo. Scans are from X. Textures are from X.