Sunday, May 27, 2007
| mademoiselle 5/27/2007 12:01:00 AM |
pain
my nightmare is reoccurring again
shit. the condition seemed to flare up again.
and its making me go ohsomoody
sales today was pretty bad
thou it was the most busy day i ever had ever since id worked.
and customers are all SO stucked up that my colleagues and I almost fainted.
I seriously feel like giving em a real hard smack in the face.
after work went with Ju to FOX and purchased a bohemian skirt instead
of buying a top i wanted. darn.
but its damn cheap. 20bucks:)
the long bus journey back made me ponder.
and tears streamed down my cheeks as usual.
I saw my star today at the esplanade.
and in my heart, i asked if why things were to be this way.
u broke my heart so bad.
Im speechless
u promised me that u would change for a better lifestyle
a simple life like accompanying me for apple strudel everyday
macdonald's breakfast with me?
i dont expect all these anymore.
all i wish was u to take good care of ur health
instead of ruining it by drinking, clubbing and smoking excessively.
u have been sick for 3 days.
and i wonder if it would get worst.
who am i to even worry right?
and like u said, no body cares?
but do u actually need someone to care for u
before u can take good care of urself?
this actually shows how mature u are.
im sick and tired of all these fel.
u jolly well know who cares and worry about u
i rather u not sending msg showing me that u care.
cos u made me cling onto the last hope i ever had to be with u once again
and for the first and the last time,
u broke her heart.
its time to move on rachel
MOVE ON.
?Mademoiselle Rachel