Sunday, May 20, 2007

mademoiselle 5/20/2007 03:39:00 AM

Message from: Michelle.
19.05.07 8.21pm
Hey girl I'm with felix now u shouldn't be sad at all cause felix isn't the least sad at all he's still very happy so you should move on too.

Message from: Michelle.
19.05.07 8.30pm
No. I message this to u behind his back through observation:)
but i show him ur reply he's not oing he's going zouk gal i think you should give up seriously it's very not worth it.

Message from: Michelle.
19.05.07 8.43pm
Ya i took one from home but he wont go why not just msg him even if you wait till morning he wont go girl cause im his friend thats why we hang out girl. He ask me to tell you if u continue to be like this he wont even regard you as his friend and all you need to be friends to talk:)

Message from: Michelle.
19.05.07 8.49pm
No he means if u continue to be so stubborn and keep wanting to wiat than he will not want to talk to u again and u can wait till he gets married and still wont get to see him so girl really im not kidding.

Message from: 94777235
20.05.07 2.46am
Felix is dead now. Anything you want?

Message from: Felix
20.05.07 2.52am
you will always be my favorite hello and hardest goodbye.




isnt that contradicting enough?




Firstly, Michelle pissed me off to the max.
i dont care if ur my friend or whatsoever.
but the way u msg-ed me. more of sarcasm then concern
and frankly speaking. i don't need that bitch.
Don't ever assume things u don't know urself such as felix is happy and he doesnt wana regard me as friends and stuffs.
cos assuming only make a fucking ass outta u and me.
if felix wana tell me those stuffs. he fucking hell can msg me directly.
and thank you for being such nosey poker.
and for the anonymous 94777235 person.
thanks for telling me felix's dead.
cos there's nothing i can do neither.
as for Felix.
i seriously don't know what you want.
u ditched me. and now u fucking hell tell me all sorts of stories.
or should i say bullshit?
Michelle say ur very happy without me aint ya.
and so whats with the "you will always be my favorite hello and hardest goodbye."?
u didnt even bother to appear on the place ive been waiting for?
didnt even bother msg-ing me telling me ur not coming.
I got drenched like a fucking bimbo down there u know?
you said all promising stuffs to me but u'd never meant it.
if u really love me; u will never lemme go.
u wana know what's in me that I'd never tell u?
1. ur a rich man son while im a poor man's daughter.
2. ur dress code sums up too 1000 over bucks while mine's less than 100.
3. u go for label. i don't
4. u spend money like there's no tomorrow while i gotta think twice spending my own hard earn money.
5. I have to worry not being able to fit into ur group of DOPE friends.
6. u are always surrounded by so many close pretty girlfriends which makes me extremely
insecure.
some more other factors which i cant rreally think of now.
but these 6's enough to kill me from worrying and doubting and lowering my self esteem to the very max. Im feeling inferior. or ur making me feel that way.
and thanks for telling dunno what to anabelle that made her feel i hate her or something and i so have to explain to her , han &cheryl im not.
and i heard so many ugly sights from people about you
which im not sure if i should believe or not.
people bitched abt u with me around.
leaving me in doubt of whether to defend u or not.
u made me felt so contradicted.
maybe im just a toy to you.
and for that moment.
my heart bleed.


P.s. This post might sound super mean. cos im frigging tipsy now. and i wish to sleep but for the sake for my dear emo girlfriend. i shall accompany her.
and i wana shout out to CHERYL babe. i loveu to bits. and thanks for always being around. u simply rock my undies retromama!! MR POSTMAN~~ and my new girlfriend:) GERALDINE! she's some dope shit! and im looking forward in hanging out with em more often!! yaw nigga!
haaa. and got to know some DOPE boyfriends' of HAN's. nice people yaw:x
im knocking out in
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