Wednesday, April 11, 2007
| mademoiselle 4/11/2007 07:54:00 PM |
a brand new start. -hopefully-
chill out session with Jo & Jade ytd was extremely awesome
they are really nice bitching partners:)
and that we really had fun tgt
had dinner at kfc.chilled at starbucks after that
shared Jo's choc chippy drink and ordered a choc muffin with Jade.
sadly they didnt really warm it up so it didnt taste really that awesome.
but ohwell. chocolate jus kills all my whines. hahas
chatted abt bf, abt life, abt sch and stuffs.
and i told em alot of my personal stuffs.
being an introvert at times, i find they are really nice friends i can confide into
and that they responded to me.
They are really pretty babes. and that are bth attached.
which explains why im nt. im nt trying to feel inferior.
bottomline is that i have smth they don't. the pain that no one will ever understand
but im a brave girl. and that i believe i will overcome this. im confident:)
Jade told me to live with it. and that dun worry abt what others look at me.
having this sickness aint a problem.
it might even led you to Mr. Right. cos if a guy can accept me for that, i believe he wholeheartedly loves me. i even told Jade i no longer feel like considering any relationship.
its too heartbreaking. and that im in no position to get into a r/s with a condition im in.
maybe till im in my twenties?
who doesn yearn to be loved. its jus the fate you have.
neither do i wish to force things. i don't wana get committed so young.
left with 3 more yrs to my twenties. why nt jus enjoy my singlehood and jus have all the fun i could? but if there's a good catch, i will grab it=p
we stayed till 10 plus or so, met Ms cheryl. Miss those art mugging days:)
pictures to be uploaded real soon.
School's pretty fun today.
met up with the geeks and head towards school
its hella packed with people everywhere. and that i felt like a kuku wandering aimlessly
shafiq accompanied me to the classrm before he went to get his laptop configured.
i met new people. new classmtes i should say
my teammates are Sabrina, Andy and Jeromeo
the guy's pretty cute and outgoing=p Sabrina's a wonderful partner.
we did some UT which is some test and did a online survey which i find is stupid.
did some reading oso. was called to read a paragraph. been ages since i read.
but i did pretty well compared to the rest.
well so much for growing up in an english speaking family.
did a worksheet and was supposed to do a presentation
lunch before that with Hongqi & Clarence.
those geeks drive me laughin hard. hahas. i ate the chicken chop while Hongqi ate fish& chips.
long queues. familiar faces everywhere. but didnt see ppl i wanted to. :(
presentation was BORING.
i was whining to Jeromeo. and he's entertained with my pure sillyness.
luckily ive gt my SNICKERS BAR to accompany else i would have drop dead.
after school met up with the geeks again. and alvin joined us.
headed to causeway point with em to jalan jalan and lepak at MAC cos clarence's famished.
after that trained back to CCK to meet parents.
alvin's one mad ass!LOLS=p
talking bout school tmr, its games day, more of casual wear. so im still thinking if i should go to sch with a condition im in now sigh:(
hopefully thiam can get my bag by this weekend!
and im still comtemplating whether to go clubbing tmr.
asked daddy. but no reply. Jadey haven gt back to me. nth's confirmed till tmr.
im really shagged.
woke up ubberly early today. its time to crash into bed.
nights alligators. :)
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