Wednesday, February 14, 2007
| mademoiselle 2/14/2007 10:40:00 PM |
Today's Valentine. How'd i spend my valentine?
practically i stayed home the whole day.
Bathed my dog, had lunch wih daddy, went out to deliver some cookies, fetched mummy frm work, headed to supermarket to shop for groceries. gawdd. its packed with aunties & wads worst! it stinks.
so much for Valentine DAY uh?
oh wells. it jus another day. Am happy to receive wishes frm numerous ppl:)
and while i blog hopped, i saw some ppl who are in a relationship whining bout nt being able to spend valentine with the other party. but to me,
if ur deeply in love with ur guy, everyday's valentine:)
To Mr Benedict Seah: Thanks for fooling ard with me. i knew it. its was nth jus a scam so i didnt even bother to even consider ur proposal. If ur serious with it, u wouldnt have MIA as and whn u like. God bless u.
i have so many things penetrating in my mind ceaselessly and that i really wish to blurt it all out here. but sadly, its pretty personal.
bottomline is.
too many worries with too little time.
Dad's always tell me that i must train myself up in case one day he collapses.
as in he really breakdown. And i would have to take up he responsibility to take charge of the family.which i then pretend to be ignorant.
i don't like hearing things like that. cos tears would start swellikng up my eyes unintentionally.
and i don't want to lose someone again ever since i lost granny.
I wished i could still be the little girl when my daddy used to carry me in his arms and i don't have to worry so much that white hairs might me popping out sooner or later.
I started getting really paranoid whn he told me he might collapse one day.
cos my instinct tell me somethings really wrong?
maybe dad's really sick but jus keeping it to himself?
im living with fear & worries.
all alone to myself.
i cant take it. seriously i cant.
period.
?Mademoiselle Rachel