Friday, January 05, 2007

mademoiselle 1/05/2007 01:21:00 AM

sometimes i feel that.
maybe im just trying too hard.


work was horrendously busy.crazy i would say.
was text-msging my sweetiePAM.
she's still feeling down:(
cheer up yea sweetheart:)
blackie's recovering. am glad to hear that:)
Pam sweetie and me are currently facing some emotional problems too.
and its so similar that we groan in agreement.
She needs someone to be there for her.
she needs love.
and obviously she wanted it frm Mr. B.
nt Mr.Ben.
and some fucking assholes jus wanted to be her "spare tyre" for sex.
it makes me really feel like kicking balls.
I need love too. and someone offered me love twice.
but the results are oblivious.
and frankly speaking it hurts alot.
u fell ill, i was worried sick.
and dear sire, for my 16yrs of life i didnt really panic over someone at all.
yet, sometimes whn i really wish u would call or text-msg me,
hoping to receive a msg from u after a hard day's work.
all i received was disappointment.
perhaps like u said i dun matter anymore.
all i did was jus shit. its jus a 16yr old little girl being naive.
doing childish stuffs that annoys other?
maybe what one of my friend said was right.
hate me all u want. and i shall eat ur hate as LOVE.
so all i can do was to pray.
and wait for God's directions.
to that dear boy, i believe we can be tgt. all we need is a period of time.cos u need time to sort things out.and ascertain ur decision. i shall nt say i will wait.cos we still have long way to go. and who knows during this journey we will meet someone that suits us better? but somehow i believe if we're meant together, we will be tgt someday, somehow, sometime.
imissyouboy.


we were meant to be
supposed to be but we lost it.
however memories suppose to be jus fade away.
so much for my happy ending.

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