Monday, January 01, 2007

mademoiselle 1/01/2007 11:24:00 PM

a brand new start.
hopefully.


2006.a sombre and hectic year has literally come to an end.
its never been a good start.neither a good end.
my obstinence has caused me to pull through all the difficulties.
last but not least, open my heart to christ.
i'd accepted christ on this very special day, 24th December 2006.
the change in me was inexplicable.
ive became someone more cheerful, and light hearted.
before accpeting christ,
i spend almost every single day whining about life.
how unfairly im treated.
and how sickening were those stress from studies affecting me.
my health.my sickness.
i even whined about living. with this sickness, that makes me feel unaccepted,
like some freak receiving nasty stares from those inconsiderate civilians out there.
i had communication breakdown with my mom.
my family was plunging into havoc and chaos.
leading me to the propinquity of suicide.
its so much of a scuffle.
to the extent i feel like breaking down.tearing apart my soul.
its was such agony. for a girl at her 16 to undergo.
but all these aint perennial.
God came into me, my soul, my heart.
and took charge of my emotions.
he lifted me up from the sombre mood and made me a happier person.
that was so much i could ever ask for.
i still have struggles in relationships, kinships, friendships.
but god jus answered all my prayers.
and led me to the path of righteousness.
i felt so loved.
even the whole world despises me,
there's still God.
Amen.

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