Tuesday, November 21, 2006

mademoiselle 11/21/2006 11:33:00 PM

Vengence.

Can i jus tell both of u how much i want u guys to scram out of my house?!
seeing u both daily and hearing naggings eveyrday irks me to the fucken core!
everyday she switch on the fucken tv to watch her fucken dramas for 24 hrs aint those waste of electricity?
why when ryan and i use the comp den its so called "wasting electricity"?!
fucken ridiculous.
the old woman would be trying to worsen things by adding oil to the burning fire and best of all, she spoilt the gas system.
that fucken old grandmother came home and started saying: " ouhs. alvin found a job already. he starting work tml. have u found one?"
maybe she said that outta concern.
but it makes me fucken boil in there that i ignored her.
why must she always compare alvin and me?!
i have my own life he has his!
does he have a fucking mother that fuckingly do so much emotional and physical hurt to him?!
does he lives a life of struggle?!
does he even worries about financial stuffs?
NO!! cos he fucking live in a life of comfort.
so what if he is smarter den me?
i dun fucking give a hella wad u all thinks.
since he's so fucking smart. go fucking pamper him and shower him all ur care and concerns.
i dun fucking give hella this. cos i dun need em.
u people are jus fucken dumasses that doesnt view things at different angles or perspective but only jus look straight.
when people are rich, u praise em like god.
when people are poor, u step em down like fucken shits.
well i dun blame that old woman. cos this is reality.
i may sound very mean.
and lord must have been mad at me.
but i believed lord understands.
cos i need space to express my anger.
things are in a situation of cold war. but i thank god for it.
cos i feel so much peaceful now.
she no longer bothers. neither she nags.
and as for that old woman.
if she steps on my tail.
i swore to god to make her regret.
im sorry for being mean.
but i am like that.
if u treat me nice, i will return ur respect twice as much as u gave me.
but if u treat me like SHIT.
u will receive x10 SHITS from me.
like i say,
i smile. i laugh. but i can be nasty too.

**ps. im suffering so much hella noise pollution. cos she seems deaf as she cant hear how badly her singing are and the the volume of watching tv was fucken loud. She makes a hella fuss whn ryan plays.yet we cant say anything whn she watch her tv with a hella loud and sings like a widower moaning. motherfucker.
sometimes i really feel like shutting her up.
but i own my own behaviour. thats wad ms tan taught me.
im a good schoolgirl.but a nasty granddaughter.

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