Saturday, November 04, 2006

mademoiselle 11/04/2006 01:01:00 AM

ive nt touched my books for 2 days already.
cos imma freakin sick of em.
but i guess i have to endure.
angie and i are estatically talking bout jobs that we wana hook up.
andAND this made me so not in a mood to study anymore.
i wana work.get money. shop. have a life. thats it.
but its jus that barrier blocking me.and i definately gonna remove it.soon for sure.
i was turned off by my dinner.lost my appetite.im normally nt fussy over stuffs.instead i find some of my friend's being too fussy.
BUT! for food. im definately FUSSY. even momma admits it.i inherit her FUSSYgenes. LOLS. but true enough the nasi lemak is terrible to the extent that it turned me off.
and i swore nt to go back there for food again. never in my life anymore.
at first i thought of having cheese prata. but daddy insisted on lookin for that fucking nasi lemak tingy. DARN.
i wanted apple strudel too. but some other time i guess.
SIGH.
so many things to do.jus hope time past faster.

MOmma said she dreamt of Ben coming back to marry me.
its a promise he made.but i doubt it's genuinity.
mom burst out laughing hysterically whn she brought up this matter.
i can see that she is happy. really happy that ben marries me someday
cos he's the only guy that gave my parents assurance that he could take good care of me.
momma's word bring a tinge of hope in me.
but i no longer wana be that dummy that cling onto hopes that aint realistic hurting myself.
i wana carry on. i will. i have to.
without him, i definately will be a better person. no longer tearing so easily whn watching drama's or listening to love songs.


once upon a time. a naive girl thought that there was LOVE. until one day a guy came in and shattered her hopes of LOVE. she no longer believes true love exist.
fairytales are jus opposition of reality.

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