Saturday, November 25, 2006

mademoiselle 11/25/2006 10:28:00 PM

End of Year holidays-alone.

i need a brainwash.
terribly.
somethimes i rather our brain system could erase memories like how a computer does. cos i bet that would definately make someone feel better and not feel remorseful of their past memories.
time flies.
and its the end of year holidays now.
reminiscing the past year of how i spent my holidays and WHO
i actually spent with, it really makes me feel like a solitare.
no longer have that someone ard for supper.
no night rides.
no sleepovers.
no hugs.
no piggybacks.
no him.
thats it.
it explains how bad i yearn for him.
i dun wana be alone this holidays.
i feel fucken sick rotting at home whole day long.
i dun wana feel chilly during this period of rainy seasons-without his warm hugs.
but all this sums up to something.
i still have to move on.
perhaps i reminisce too much.
too much that i wont probably even have a chance to see him anymore.
period.
pray hard i get a job soon.
to keep my mind occupied and earn some cash for shopping.
so u would nt see emo entries like this anymore.
i had enough.
fuck.

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