Sunday, October 01, 2006

mademoiselle 10/01/2006 03:43:00 PM

There's so much to live for.

im feeling soooooooooooooo much better again.
i guess the OLDquirkyRACHEL is backkkkkkkkkkk~~~
well the pain was no longer there. perhaps a little, but definately much better.
well this might sounds weird but i feel so much better pouring out my sorrows to god, my religion preferably buddhism.
andAND i realise alot of things which seemed so oblivious to me before.
there's so much people out there that are suffering too.some are even worst then me. but me nt being thankful or knowing acknowledging how fortunate i am, continue whining all day long.
i prayed to god to help release the sufferings of others and magnanimously forgive them for their wrong and mistakes but guide them to the right path.
i heard from ryan that there's this schoolmate of his, phoenix, also in the same condition as me, but much worst. and i'd saw her before.
i sympathize her. a little innocent girl born into this world suffers so much, its really unfair to her. well i bet the last thing she wants people to feel is emphathy but jus love and care for her more like an ordinary person. i felt that too=) i always believed in karma. what comes around goes around.
i really hope to see tht girl once again. so i could bring her to the doctor that kinda helped me. don't wish her to be like me, drag on this sickness for so long till it deteriorates.
.
i wana go beaching with JO and madeleine too.
but i guess not in the condition im in now.
but i hope i could once i recover!!!!!!!hope u babes can wait for me yea?????
hahahs!!!!!!!!!!!!
well Olevels would be approaching realSOON.
so mug hard yea everyone?
.
im definately going school tml!
cya soon crocodiles!

Profile

de cette dame

?Mademoiselle Rachel
I'm always sleepy
I'm always hungry
I'm always whining

Not to miss, I drool & Snore while I sleep. Piglet. And I think
I procrastinate so much I think I'll never die :)
Hello world, Rachel says hello

? Bonjour

Make Some Noise

holla!

People

L'amour

?Adele
?Azura
?AhTHIAM
?ATASgang
?Carmen
?Celine
?Charmaine
?Cheryl
?Chanel
?Dee
?Fellicia
?Felicia
?Fion
?Jasmine
?Jolee
?Jolene
?KATE
?Rahil
?Reena
?Rosa
?Ryan
?Sabby
?Samantha
?SamKAY
?Veron
?WENN
?Yeeling

Gratefulness

Credits

This layout was created by Coram Deo. Scans are from X. Textures are from X.