Saturday, October 07, 2006

mademoiselle 10/07/2006 12:28:00 AM

dad drove me to school for art today(well i didnt attend lessons earlier on).
he accompanied me into the general office to approach my principal regarding my attendence.
i have not been in school lately due to the bad haze and my skin kinda flare up i guess. it was not pleasant. absolutely not.sleepless nights and the pain i'd suffer.
shan mention about it.
so dad talked to MRS.wong and she allowed me to be away from school till my condition improves.
i find her rather a nice lady. i don't know why but perhaps her concern of my well being? She'd talked to me on how to cope with stress for 0levels and stuffs.
i guessed i learnt something somehow.
dad left after that and i proceeded to the art room. while walking up the stairs, i started being self conscious about my face as i unconsciously scratched last night and there's a patch of scar.



This was what happened.
i FREAKED out immediately whn i woke up tis morning and i even thought of changing plans, not goin for art lessons.
but come to think of it.i rather face it then avoid and escape from it.
If lynnette can do it that time. why cant i?
once i stepped into the art room. my peers been asking how am i blablablahs.
they were rather concerned and i really appreciate that.
Kelson asked me bout my face. and i told a white lie. im sorry but i have no intention. its wasnt my dog that scratched my face. its was me, myself.
i wasnt treated differently like i thought i would be.
im really contented have nice peers like em=)
before this i was even telling my dad how self conscious i am and being so afraid that my peers would start askin me bout my condition and stuffs.
i teared.dad asked me to be strong.and he says its nothing to be ashamed of.
i have to accept it. i will be strong.
cos i know there are so many people ard me that cares.
thank you all=)


The haze has been terrible. Hitted 80point. i feel as thou im taking a holiday at genting highlands now except for the absence of roller coasters. LOLS.
i really hope there's a turning point to it.
i miss the clean clear air.

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