Friday, September 22, 2006

mademoiselle 9/22/2006 10:09:00 PM

Maybe a little hug will do? i wish i may iwish i might to be in ur arms tonight.

i hate to say this.
but imma in so much pain.
physically and mentally.
"it" keeps on deteriorating.
jus clinging onto hopes of a turning point for "it"
sometimes i wonder.
why cant i be jus an ordinary girl like other with perfection of "it".
i never like exam periods.
cos it would be the time when "it" flare up.
andAnd dun ask me why im always late for school. especially for exams.
sleepless nights with excessive of "it" developed deep eye bags.
i hate "it" i really do.
the chinese doctors gave me hope. while da western doctors crashes it.
when im outside people look as me as thou im a freak because of "it"
and the stares i get from em pierced me deeply down inside.
its jus the people around me dat love and care for me kept me moving.
thank you my family and friends.
without u all, i probably wont be in this world. maybe somewhere far far away...

tomorrow is da graduating ceremony for graduating classes.
time really flies.
i stil remember the nerdy noob rachel whn i first entered da FAJARsec. the crazy immature girl.
ive grown up alot. picked up alot of life long skills and also most importantly. FRIENDS.
4 years in this school been whining and ranting hoping to graduate as soon as possible blablabla. rebelling over school rules during lower secondary and nevertheless hating it now. But come to think of it there's this attachment that cant simply be dissolved especially the memories and experiences.
well. im happy to say life in FAJAR wasnt that bad after all=)

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