Monday, August 14, 2006

mademoiselle 8/14/2006 02:56:00 PM

ive nt been blogging for quite some time thou.
cos things are rather HAPPENING for da past few days. seriously HAPPENING.
i quarrelled with mom.left home.but returned after that cos i feel that maybe avoiding these aint solving da problem as what my GORGEOUSlady adviced me to.hahas.anyway it has all ended.so.fuckit.
next. i almost ended in da hospital being hospitalised due to my bad flare of eczema.realBAD.
i cried when da pain was intolerable.andAND momma shed a tear too.
im soSORRY.for makin her shed tears and worry bout da 16 yr old problematic me.
but tis wasnt wad i wanted.neither does she.
well.dis makes me realise something.i aint alone and never will be.i have my family with me=)
andAND ive been trying to brighten myself up by tellin myself i will be alrights.(but frankly its nt. nt improving as speedly as i wanted it too).
emotionally and physically imma kinda defeated.da feeling was extremely terrible.sleepless nights.losing of appetite.and da absence of him.
but ive learnt to move on. i have to be strong.
well i am now. my sombre mood has disappeared.da cheeryCRAZYbombastic rachel is back! woolala.
i skipped school today. cos i feel dat immma scare people ard me with my present condition.
and i will be back school on wednesday(hopefully) whn my condition improve.
i wana thank lasciviousJO for being there for me during these hardtimes and i really appreciate it. thanks babe.iloveu=)
sadly ive missed da fireworks.but ouhwell.its alrights. imma sure have da chance to watch it again=)
i know im nt as perfect as i want myself to be. but atLEAST im happy=)
ive learnt to let go.
and definately da results were rewarding.

disappointed whn ur nt there whn i needed u da most.
instead were my family.even my younger brother stood by me whn im sick.
im nt whining. but i jus realise how much all these meant.
and relationship is jus smth that does nt meant as much as ma family=)

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