Monday, July 03, 2006

mademoiselle 7/03/2006 12:47:00 AM

well.
tears rolled d0wn once again. after watching da channel u show.
with a veri simple plot. the sh0w touched me. and tears begin streaming down my cheeks. i've learnt something.
da memories dat he'd left, are l0ve. and ive clutched onto em. and i know he will be in my heart. not physically. but mentally.
was cryin mad again yesterday. due to some family problems. i flipped thru da photo albums reflecting my childho0d sweeet memories. i've realised dad aged al0t. and people ard me.time sure flies. i've learnt to cherish my family and people ard me so much more. after losing my bel0ved granny, i'd sure learnt to cherish.
i kept crying, till my eyes swells and my nose turn red.
locked my self in da room. reflecting on how much dad on me thru da years. and yet nt sh0wing him da academic results he expected.
i feel dat im sucha l0ser. i feel like giving up. but lo0king at my dad. i cant possibly give up on da h0pes he has on me.
i'd wish i've w0rked harder. and i will from now onwards.
nth else matters anymore. i jus dun wish to lose my dad. i l0ve u dad. ur my no.1 dad.
Jo. im sorry. we are always talkin bout da friendship we have.
and i kn0w its a disturbance to you. well.im n0t g0nna talk bout it animore.
we are best friends for sure. no matter how. i cherished u.
its nt im nt sharing tings with u. its jus dat too much tings are happening ard me these days dat i myself aint able to c0pe with it. tears always running loose.
and i cant be selfish. u have ur life. and ur n0t oblige to keep on hearing me ranting. but i will try talk to u after i've recovered mentally alrights.
im glad u've found a great friend. at least someone u can talk to. but da friendship we have would nv be replaced okay?
i wana go beachin soon.
real soon. but lemme kn0w alrights.
l0ve ya.

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