Friday, April 21, 2006
| mademoiselle 4/21/2006 10:58:00 PM |
u sure u did not use and c0arse w0rds?
and wads wr0ng wif fuck it.i dun tink its a damn serious w0rd?
h0w cud i even care whn im n0t given a ch0ice to?
whn s0me0ne w0uldnt share stuffs tgt wif me like we usually did?
pour out sorrows to each other so we feel better?
ask me out at times? hey cm0n at least i made an eff0rt to ask u out mann.
and wad makes u tink i mad? im n0t. im jus bl0ggin wad i feel.
im feelin screwed. so badly. and make it tis way.
we came frm different family backgr0und. and u sure n0e i huf m0re w0rries den u. dats why im frustrated. but im controllin my temper.
yet u changing so much. without even sharing ur life wif me? like we used to?
chat over f0ne? on msn? u no longer tagg at my tagg b0ard as i tagg urs.
n0 signs of contacting me at all.
dats why we are drifting further. im s0rry tat i cant c0ntact u too often too.
if u find dat 0's not impt, s0mething might be wr0ng.
0's is smth dat kinda determined ur future. maybe u stil dun huf da mindset. c0s ur n0t takin 0's dis yr. u wont understand. never.
and i cant share it wif u. c0s dat b0nding dun seems to be dere anim0re.
jus let it fade by.
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?Mademoiselle Rachel