Thursday, March 23, 2006
| mademoiselle 3/23/2006 04:31:00 PM |
overslept tis m0rn.
ouh damn.but duno why jus feel veri tired these days. arghs.
den we headed t0wards hougang f0r da gurls compt t0dae.
al0t of unexpected stuffs happened.
f0r example juni0r dat did not came f0r training can win wif an ipp0n.
wad da hells rytes. was rather regretful f0r not being able to play. but relieved to0.
hmm. Bgirls did n0t d0 as well as we used to due to s0me reas0ns. but they tried their best.
and its s0methin w0rth to praise on.
sad to say no lunch and not enuff drinks f0r t0dae.
all bc0s of da damn randall. duno wad is he thinkin mann. wif his ass i tink?
s0 our st0machs are like gr0wling mad. veri hungry and tired.
after da c0mpetiti0n is over, i kinda g0t a weird feelin after seeing how happy is sir gerald and pe0ple we used to train with. was reali upset.
if da incident did n0t happen few years back, we were stil be wif em, and i guess achieving l0adsa g0als. like wad dey are d0in n0w.
sigh~ tings reali suck. suck big time. seeing pe0ple frm my scho0l l0st repeatedly, it reali makes me feel like giving up on jud0. sigh~
todae is aunt d0reen's birthday. would like to wish her a veri happy birthday and may all tings go well wif u.
as f0r him. i dun0 why. we stil seems so c0ld as ever. drifting apart. i reali h0pe tings wud change. and he wud at least sh0w m0re care and concern
im reali helplessly in a dilemma.
s0 tired wif everyting dat i do n0t wish to care anim0re.
sigh~
?Mademoiselle Rachel