Ouhs well. He left. Leavin jus a tag and a msg. Waiting waiting waiting is all I cud do.
Last night I repeatedly lo0k into my wallet for the pictures we to0k. And a sweet smile came up my face. Its da feelin of l0ve I guess. Hmmm
Guess I kinda spend da wh0le day r0tting t0dae. Lo0kin f0r my idi0tic br0’s l0st library bo0k. and guess wad? Its b0rr0wed wif my card. Damn.
He alm0st g0t whacked. And I was happy bout dat. Bc0s he is reali pampered
Soo0 much turning int0 a big spoilt brat. And I w0uld n0t want him t0 turn int0 a s0ciety failure which I detests s0 much.
Da wh0le day was s00oo00 b0oorrrinng. Slackin and r0tting.
My mind was kinda penetrating b0ut co0kie’s sterilisati0n. shud I? Or shUD I n0t?
It kinda seems cruel ruining a nature of a d0g but h0wever after sterilisati0n,
She wud n0t be a frustrated d0g always in heat,
Using my leg as a fuckin sex t0y and leaving so much scratches.
Hmm. Up0n viewing ver0n’s bl0gg, I saw da pictures of da new b0rn baby kitties, which I used to see back den, gr0wing up into mischievious healthy kitties.
Not doubting, ver0n and uncle sim sure takes meticulous cares on these precious. L0ls 
H0w I wish I cud keep one mann. But m0mma kinda said� enuff already! Our house is turning into a pet center or rather a zo0!� l0ls. N0t reali mann. I stil find a kitten available. Hahas. I huf a puppy, g0ldies(goldfishies) t0rtoy(t0istise) and hamji(hamster) isit to0 much? Nahhs~ n0t at all mann. I wan a kitty.
But sad to say I already huf 3 bitches in my c0rrid0r including babby co0kie. L0lsJ
S0 if my kitty were to like slip out, ouh mann. Can imagine da consequences. Da wh0le c0rrid0r will be filled wif barkin mad d0gs! L0ls. Barkin seems to be contagious mann.
Whn one barks, the rest do. Im used to it. Hahas. But sadly, my m0m cant. Hahas.
And oso seeing da departure of ver0n’s beloved cat, maneki. It kinda sends a shiver d0wn my spine. Thinking of co0kie leaving 
me.
Ouh no! NONO!! Never mann. If she leaves me, it will completely darkened my wh0le life and I wud cry my eye balls + hearts out mann!
She’s da l0ve of my life which huf been there regardless of situati0ns. I wud try to keep every single precious m0ments I cud huf wif her.
Hahas. N0w she is oundly asleep in one corner tgt wif her l0ved, po0hbear. Her fav t0y. she wud nv leave aniwher without it mann.so cute rytes? Babby wud always hugg it.
Sad to say m0m disagrees her sleepin tgt wif me, saying it makes da ro0m stinks blablabla~ ridiculous mann. Den every m0rn babby wud bark f0r attenti0n and she gt piss being w0ken up fr0m sleep. Aint she dumb? But im glad to see babby and grann getting al0ng veri well and grann wud l0ve her and saying her so much. Hahas
Stil rmb da times whn we first br0ught babby back h0me, grann was s0 afraid to even touch her. L0ls.
G0t back in touch wif benji babby recently. But smth seems amiss. Da b0nd which we used to had. Its g0ne. obviously.
What to do? Being a victim of a dumb adult conflict? I find adults real hypocrites and unrealistic people. Always saying we adolescence are mmature makin ch0ices of frens? I guess its da other way round mann! At first dey seems so cl0se that they cud share their undies whih each other, after den bec0me s0 c0ld and treating each other like f0es. Wad da hell? I reali do miss da time we used to go supper-ring f0r go0d fo0d. reali do mann! but obvi0usly thats da past. and it wont repeats its hist0ry. and sad to say its a meaningful hist0ry. ouhs well
da w0rld is rev0lving and man are changing. but sad to say they are changin f0r da w0rst, excluding me i guess. l0ls:) pathetic
i miss my babby s0 much, an0ther day with0ut him, souless, b0ring. jus w0ndering h0w is he n0w? sleepin? safe? to0k his meals? healthy? missed me?
aww mann. i jus l0ve him to bits and miss him to da c0re. h0w i wish time pass faster. so he wud be back in s'pore wif me.
aww.. i miss u s0ooo00oo much babby!!
baby, wud be waiting here f0r ya to be back to play wif me! heehees
?Mademoiselle Rachel