Monday, March 27, 2006
| mademoiselle 3/27/2006 10:56:00 PM |
miSsyrAY jus fetched her babby co0kie h0me
po0r sweetie.
da anaesthetics huf n0t seems to go off yet.
she seems so blurry and sleepy. sleeping da wh0le day. my heart br0ke.
seeing her suffering, tears start streaming d0wn my eyes.
wish she rec0ver speedly, and be back da active little sweetheart i used to huf.
it makes me feel tat a d0g seems to be m0re imp0rtant den i everyting i huf in my life, c0s its an accompany, which wil be there f0r u whn ur d0wn, and be there f0r eu to share ur j0ys. definately n0t a heartbreaker.
dis obvi0usly sh0ws dat a d0g can be c0mpared to humans, being so ruthless at time, breakin pe0ple harts.
she wud be da last ting i wud wana apart fr0m.
suprisingly didnt fail my social studies but didnt sc0re well to0. sigh.
al0t of stuffs stirring in my mind.
my 0's, my besties and my family.
tings are sure getting tougher as day pass by. and im reali getting to0 tired to m0ve on.
i feel dat im drifting away frm my besty MInMin and kinda chat up wif her. she agrees to0. and im rather upset bout it. reali h0pes our frenship wud last l0ng m0reover its been like 6 yrs tgt wif her. sigh~
i reali wish there wasn't ani maj0r exams in life setting pe0ple crazy and stressed up like fuck.
feel like giving up art to0. jus feel i suck at it thou used to huf confidence i can draw. perhaps is da stress she is giving.
sigh. my dad was right. i wasnt getting ani art c0urses. so wad f0r b0ther.
jus pay attenti0n to da main and important subjects.
but on da other hand seems to be letting her d0wn. im reali in a dilemma.
h0w i wish cud be like nette, hufin talents in drawing, perhaps wont quit art. hees
well gtg. revised abit t0dae. veri shag n0w. g0tta attend to my babby to0
i guess she wud needs al0t of care and attenti0n at the m0ment
cia0s.
thx fer everyting and breakin ma heart.ive learn a less0n and without u, i will stil m0ve on, happily.especially wif my sweetie pie wif me.i'll e fine. da st0ng and independent, miSsyrAY``
?Mademoiselle Rachel