Tuesday, March 21, 2006
| mademoiselle 3/21/2006 06:25:00 PM |
g0t a msg at 1.10am 21.03.06
"babby im back. hehe"
hahaahs. he's back. finally.
ouh well sure im glad to huf him back
raiinY day. 0uhs mann. perfect weather f0r sleepin and i regretted goin scho0l
reali mann. da cheena lady keep blabbering non st0p and full of nonsensical w0rds with irritating accent which cause my head pound like mad. paiin. arghs!
nette nv came scho0l. s0 was kinda l0nely.
ate al0t during recess. duno why. hungry and c0ld? l0ls:)
thinkin of skippin eng CSP but in e end stil went f0r it. wad to do?? dis year is 0 levels. sigh~
didnt do aniting much thou. slack slack slack.
he asked me out for m0vie.
rejected him. aint feelin veri well. wh0le b0dy aching badly. sigh~
but i reali do miss him l0ads and i wana see him. problem is cant travel.
and i reali wish he cud like c0me pick me up frm scho0l s0meday and bring me f0r lunch.
gimme a nice warm huggy and kiss. aww.. dats so sweet.
but dats unrealistic thou. c0s its a nono and a nahnah. hees. i jus n0e him to0 well i guess.
hais.
and he t0ld me s0meting dat reali upset me and make me jeal0us! damnn!!
cant wait f0r huggies thou.
was feelin rather d0wn recently. thr0win tantrums. and being temperamental. i hate it!!
if he cud jus gimme a nice hug and calm me d0wn. how fine is dat. sigh~
kinda miss xiang boi to0. w0nder h0w is he. hees.
aniway. i aint feelin l0ve and i wana feel it!!
s0meone pls gif it t0 me!!! especially dat s0me0ne!!
I was young but I wasn't naiveI watched helpless as he turned around to leaveAnd still I have the pain I have to carryA past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this timeI never thought we'd be hereNever thought we'd be hereWhen my love for you was blindBut I couldn't make you see itCouldn't make you see itThat I loved you more than you'll ever knowA part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleepOnly in hopes of dreamingThat everything would be like is was beforeBut nights like this it seems are slowly fleetingThey disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
?Mademoiselle Rachel