Her Farty Procrastinations.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

mademoiselle 10/13/2005 09:02:00 PM

oh well..1 more dae to da end of hell.. well..life sucks these daes f0r miie.. everyting dun seems to proceed smoothly..todae wud be a go0d example..in sko0l i screwed up my ge0graphy paper.. didnt study at all co0s i was emphasizing on art sigh~ life sucks!! totally screwed up liife im in.. but i hufta m0ve on.. n0 matter h0w i need t0 be str0ng as da werld stil rotates with0ut miie..s0 i ch0se to l0ok on da bright side 0f life and m0ve on.. durin my breaks after my ge0graphy paper da c0ld war started.. she called miie and request miie to deliver da disc to her s0 i told her i wasnt free as i went to lo0k f0r mr chia f0r my art stuffs..s0 i tink she was a liyttle pissed by den..but i reali wasnt free and wads w0rst mr chia wasnt reali pleased wif my art piece gving remarks about simplicity of da art work.. wad da hell men!!pissed!! arghs!after art she msg miie askin miie to deliver da disc to her h0use.. but did she ever understand da situation im in? i dun huf time lyk her.. i hufta take care of my br0ther, fetch him, do housework etc etc.. she big princess onli hufta slack at h0me and hufa maid to take care of her yet she is not even willin to c0me and c0llect it fr0m miie.. im reali n0t at da fault tis time.. she said i purposely dun wish to pass it to her.. lemme ask u a question wad fer i keep da damn disc?! ur owiz speakin without usin ya brain.. ace's db matter u als0 lidat.. den u realise ya mistake.. wad da hell men.. pls tink bef0re u speak and ya w0rds hurt ppl to da c0re..if u find dat it takes a longer time to get da disc fr0m miie den cant u get it fr0m serine directly.. u shud n0e my busy schedule y dun u get it fr0m her instead of makin life so difficult for miie and in e end saying im da one makin a bug fuss outta tis.. ur da one.. if u cum collect fr0m miie nuttin wud huf happen.. u owiz pushes da blame to miie and make miie da asSh0le of da dae.. wad kinda bestie is tis? i treat u wh0le heartedly as a bestie but did u? speakin as a bestie u treat mie as one? bull shit men!! ii n0e he stands top priority in ya life but durin da party u shudn huf left mie alone lyk a fo0l d0wn dere and vanish jus lidat.. u didnt even ask or tell mie wher u r g0in.. ur m0re stm den miie yet u keep denying dat all u said is true.. wad cant u jus give way.. if its ya fault jus admit it y must create such a fuss.. u claim dat ya life suck.. wad bout mine den? hell.. well i dun huf peace keepin parents lyk urs neither i hufa maid hu can do stuffs menial ch0res for miie oso a br0ther hu is old enuff to take care of himself.. im lyk takin charge of da h0use f0r my mom and i nv complain b0ut life.. bc0s i n0e n0 matter h0w i hufta move on.. u? being unsatifactory bout life complaining bout ya own life and claims dat no one understands u.. da problem is did u gif ppl a chance to understand u? ya life is alreadi so f0rtunate compared to 0thers yet u are unsatisfied!! i dunn wiish to talk b0ut tis either.. but by sc0ldin miie b***h i m reali pissed tis time.. no matter h0w much we quarrelled i nv sc0lded u w0rds dat r hurting but u did.. and u even said u despise mie callin a l0ser.. but it d0esnt affects miie.. c0s i dun b0ther wad ppl sae.. if u tink im a b***h den let it be.. i am? so wad? hu cares? i like da wae im plus im gettin al0ng well wif ppl in my class.. dis sh0ws nutin wr0ng wif miie.. an advice for u.. da werds u said bout others reflects totally on urself.. dun be such a critic.. critisize ppl's lo0ks etc c0s tis wud onli bring u bad karma.. and u wud suffer in da after werld..im not being supersticious but tis is true..hate mie all u wan.. i guess i will give u up to0.. i dun wish to hate u cos hatred is oso a feelin.. i dun wish to huf any feelin t0wards ya.. u wan my frenship? u gotta gain my trust..i dun wish to talk bout tis anim0re.. c0s it totally spoil my day..
next, he called.. outta sudden.. tellin miie he is outta db.. i was kinda amazed and blurred as i was nappin whn he called.. so he told miie he wud call miie back but hu n0es? until n0e i didnt receive his call..i told Le0 he was out and he didnt seEms pleased.. im reali greatful to him f0r standin by miie all tis time althou he is temperamental but he reali sh0w al0t of concernn t0wards miie.. im reali in a dilemma.. Le0 jus act as if nuttin happen and wish miie all da best wif him and i feel kinda bad.. he's been waiting f0r miie f0r m0nths already yet he d0enst gif up.. i reali dun0 wad to do.. sigh~ screwed up life os misSy s0litare____________***
well im off muggin for bi0l0gy tml and after tml im free!! free fr0m stress.. and my birthdae's cumin.. wonder hu wud wish miie.. heeheex.. i gt wishins from 2 frens already.. wahahas.. cant wait till my bdae!! aniwae im gonna receive a big surprise one dae bef0fe my exam and dat's my result.. maybe im reali unlucky but i reali h0pe i did well..im out! peace~